
i love this man.
it’s christmas time. i can’t wait to put up lights, decorate my tree, egg nog.
and turning 17, weird.
probably just going to go out to dinner in the city for my birthday.
well the day after obviously.
oh, and my birthday blunt, gunna be that ill p stuff.

i’m kinda tired. i smuged all my makeup off on my right eye. i want someone to watch a movie with. i need to get out of my house. i need to get drunk and do something stupid tomorrow.
i thought you already were, thanks though
haha no i guess not! but you’re welcome!
that i have the best friends in the world.
that you left me, because i would never have had the strength to do it myself, and i know i’m better off without someone like you in my life.
for my family, and for having the coolest mom i could ask for.
for taking back sunday and my chemical romance. i wouldn’t be the same person, as corny as that may sound.
for new beginnings.
for my black hair.
for my health and the health of those around me.
for my school, and my teachers who i love with all of my heart.
for my life, even though i abuse it at times.